i love watching the sunrise and set. the colors take over the vast expanse above; the hues ever-changing with each passing season. it forces me to be aware of time, and its passage. it reminds me that my life on this earth is a temporary thing. it begs the question, "what do you want to come from this time you've been given?". i know who i answer to, however it is a process figuring out how i wish to answer. this is me attempting to respond.
You can’t breath, your heart begins to race, and all you want to do is run; get out of your skin for a second to escape the thoughts. A wave of panic overcomes your mind and you suddenly loose all reasoning skills. Logical thinking, is so far gone that the tunnel becomes narrower and narrower, the […]
This is how I responded, when I was praised for pursuing something for myself (my new side hustle selling cosmetics). I didn’t respond in a way I typically would; with a short, “thanks, girl!”. I challenged myself to write what I really was thinking. “…I remember feeling very isolated (even if in my own mind) […]
the beginning, When nothing was pulling our thoughts or attention in any other direction. When we could sit for hours and always have something new to talk about. When the gravity keeping us in sync with one another was tangible. I don’t look back and miss it, but instead I am grateful for it. each […]
I would take a bit longer to enjoy the sweet smell of my two week old baby, while I felt the warmth of his soft skin against mine. I would take a bit longer to hold him close, and understand that being nervous was not indicative of the mother I would be. I would sing to him […]
Starting down the direct marketing path is very unappealing to most. To me however it has been an outlet where I can be free to stay at home with my little babe, enjoy further cultivating a passion of mine (mama wants to get glammed-up from time to time, OK?) and contribute to our family. Before […]
